.Oedipus The King.

Very very tiring day today. Had to wake up early in the morning to attend the case presentation. Didn't have a good night's sleep the day before, thus was feeling sleepy the whole day. After case presentation, went to crash the literature people's rehearsals. Fell asleep there. =S Managed to get some rest in the afternoon though. At least that helped. But have to burn midnight oil tonight to study for tomorrow's stupid community medicine test. =( *sigh*


IMU literature production of King Oedipus was awesome, considering the fact that the casts only had one week to prepare. *impressed* =) *applaud applaud* Great job guys!! =D


Test would be from 2-4pm tomorrow. Will be missing the movie outing with the others. =( Still haven't watched Princess and the Frog. Really really want to watch it in the theatres. =)


Family's in KL already. I jave a feeling I'll be summoned for dinner tomorrow. *sigh* There goes my freedom. =( 2 weeks of isolation in Sitiawan, without internet, and disconnected from the world. =( No aircon too!! *gasps* Definitely not looking foward to it. =(

.The More I Look At It.

the more I'm falling in love with it.

It's such a beauty I tell you. I just can't take my eyes off it. =) I bet I can sit there whole day and do nothing but stare at it. Hehe. It makes me smile for no reason. =)

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Such a beauty, I tell you..

.I Won't Say I'm In Love.

[Meg:]

If there's a prize for rotten judgement

I guess I've already won that

No man is worth the aggravation

That's ancient history, been there, done that!

[Muses:]

Who'd'ya think you're kiddin'

He's the Earth and heaven to you

Try to keep it hidden

Honey, we can see right through you

Girl, ya can't conceal it

We know how ya feel and

Who you're thinking of

[Meg:]

No chance, no way

I won't say it, no, no

[Muses:]

You swoon, you sigh

why deny it, uh-oh

[Meg:]

It's too cliche

I won't say I'm in love

I thought my heart had learned its lesson

It feels so good when you start out

My head is screaming get a grip, girl

Unless you're dying to cry your heart out

Oh~

[Muses:]

You keep on denying

Who you are and how you're feeling

Baby, we're not buying

Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling

Face it like a grown-up

When ya gonna own up

That ya got, got, got it bad

[Meg:]

WRONG: No chance, now way

I won't say it, no, no

[Muses:]

Give up, give in

Check the grin you're in love

[Meg:]

This scene won't play,

I won't say I'm in love

[Muses:]

You're doin flips read our lips

You're in love

[Meg:]

You're way off base

I won't say it

Get off my case

I won't say it

[Muses:]

Girl, don't be proud

It's O.K. you're in love

[Meg:]

Oh

At least out loud,

I won't say I'm in love

The song's that stuck in my head for the past few days. Very nice catchy beat. =)

Been thinking of quite a few things lately - what people said, what happened, what I think might happen, what's going on, etc etc. *sigh* How I wish I knew the answers and solutions to everything. That would make things less complicated, and life easier to live.

Learnt a new statement today - "a life unexamined is a life not worth living". =)

One of the things I'd love to do one of these days is to finish the Chronicles of Narnia. Heard of many good reviews about it. Would want to read it and see it for myself.

"Child," said the Voice, "I am telling you your story, not hers. I tell no one any story but his own."

Selectives are coming to an end. A case presentation to do on Wednesday and a test on Thursday afternoon. Family would be here by then. Hope things won't get messy with the notorious relatives. How I wish that there would be at least one year where my family and I can enjoy Dec holidays in M'sia without all those stupid dramas. And one wonders why I hated coming back to M'sia..

.It's A Few More Days To.

X'MAS!!!!

12 days left, to be exact~. Can't wait for X'mas. Somehow there's this atmosphere in the air during X'mas day that'd be different from any other day. Hopefully this year X'mas will not be screwed up by all the other factors. =) *fingers crossed*

I love X'mas and the present giving thing. =) Makes me happy~ ^^

Thanx so so so so much for the awesome Nike Jacket. ^^ *hugsssssssssssssssssssss*

Still have Biochem, Microbio and Basic Patho to finish though. Hopefully can finish by end of this year. Pray pray pray that my discipline and motivation will return and I will finish it by then. =)

.HIV Summit.

Spent the last 3 days at Monash University Sunway campus attending the HIV InterVarsity Summit. Enjoyed the workshops and the hotel, but not the boring lectures given by various people and definitely not the fact where most of the lectures were repetitive. Ggrrr.

Also didn't like the way the organizers arranged our accomodation. They paired us up with various random people to be our roomates. Felt quite uncomfortable to be staying with random people especially when my roomate spent 45 mins in the bathroom getting ready in the morn. Ggrrr. Wake up call at 6.30am and she went to bathe. We were supposed to gather at the lobby at 7.30 to board the bus back to Monash. What thoughtful roomate I got.

Meals there, however, was not bad. They ordered from different caterers for each meals so that the food served would be different. =)

In my opinion, the activities each day were arranged to rushed/packed. No time for us to rest at all on the first day. Imagine continuous events from 9.30am to 10pm. Darn tired man~.

.All For Love.

All for love a Father gave

For only love could make a way

All for love the heavens cried

For love was crucified

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart

But still You forgive

If only I ask

And how many times have You heard me pray

Draw near to me

Everything I need is You

My beginning, my forever

Everything I need is You

Let me sing all for love

I will join the angel song

Ever holy is the Lord

King of Glory

King of all

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart

But still You forgive

If only I ask

And how many times have You heard me pray

Draw near to me

Everything I need is You

My beginning, my forever

Everything I need is You (x2)

All for a love a Saviour prayed

Abba Father have Your way

Though they know not what they do

Let the Cross draw man to You

Everything I need is You

My beginning, my forever

Everything I need is You (x2)

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart? *sigh* time and time again I tried and tried to repair things, but they just keep breaking after showing some improvements. It's as though it's almost impossible to build a relationship, to spend time with You, to just hear Your still quiet voice.

I WANT to have You in my life, Your blessings, Your comfort, Your shield, Your protection, Your promises, to fly under Your wings, to soar like an eagle and to have You smiling down on me from heaven, saying "Well done, good and faithful servant". I want them..I really do..I just don't know how.

=(

*sigh*

Quite sick and tired of how some things are.

Wish they were different, but oh wells, sometimes in life (well, most of the time) you don't always get what you want.

I still wish somethings to be somewhat better though..